vendredi, mars 31, 2006
  could've been  

The flowers you gave me
are just about to die
when I think about
what could've been
it makes me want to cry

The sweet words you whispered
didn't mean a thing
I guess our song is over
as we begin to sing

Chorus:
Could've been so beautiful
could've been so right
could've been my lover
every day of my life
could've been so beautiful
could've been so right
I'll never hold what could've been
on a cold and lonely night

The memories of our lovin'
still linger in the air
like the faded scent of your roses
stay with me everywhere

Every time I get my hopes up
they always seem to fall
still what could've been is better than
what could never be at all.. at all

Could've been so beautiful
could've been so right
could've been my lover
every day of my life
could've been so beautiful
could've been so right
You can hold what could've been
on a cold and lonely night

could’ve been so beautiful
Could’ve been so right
You can hold what could’ve been
on a cold and lonely night

How can you hold what could’ve been
on a cold and lonely night


oh how i love this song. heard it on the way home one night. nice nice nice.
mainly because of the "flowers you gave me are going to die" part. the morbid fate of bouquets, as jx always reminds me, juxtaposed with love that is the birth of life.
perhaps there is there can be no life without death. perhaps all life is a joke.

@ 01:12

mardi, mars 28, 2006
   

if you cant see, it reads : " Spoilt (Eat money)"

and where was this? drinks machine at busstop outside LT27,NUS.
was it a pissed off person? ingenious though, the piece of paper was folded in a very intriguing way and partially stuffed into coin slot.
other than the eat money part....

@ 17:46

   

someday, echoing on the walls,
one hears
the thud thud thud on the chopping board,
the ringing of the ice-cream bell,
the war-cries of gentle kids,
the thunders rolling on the darkened clouds.
and in them all, someday,
one realises
that is all there is to life.

@ 17:42

dimanche, mars 26, 2006
   

Macromedia Dreamweaver is wonderful! must. stop. looking. at. html. code. IE sux, half the time it doesnt display anything correctly. shall resist touching Flash too.

hm me blog hasnt morphed in a long time, no? maybe after exams.

@ 10:19

samedi, mars 25, 2006
   

alive.

trying to put off starting work again. but i dont suppose that's possible. seems like there's lots of stuff for monday and tuesday. uh-oh.

and again, if anyone do not realise, this 'blog' will not have normal blog content. or not much. perhaps you might not understand anything, but that's normal. and difficult to explain. fee fi fo fum. blood of an englishman.

do not stand at my grave at weep. i have forgotten the words to sing. i missed the melancholy of yesteryears. feelings, even though sad, even though morbid, ironically, made me alive and aware. i lived. now i work, but i do not live a life as alive, i am not who i can be.
or shall i say that that was me of the old, me long gone, me grown over, and me now too old. so many feelings get lost. perhaps it is time to find new eccentricities to discover.

hello.

i still hate the army.

@ 21:43

samedi, mars 18, 2006
   

busy. no time to think about anything else. at all. until thursday(hopefully not all the way till May). so dont frown if i disappear.

@ 11:20

vendredi, mars 10, 2006
   

for the record: i hate the army.

@ 23:03

dimanche, mars 05, 2006
  chain  


chain
Originally uploaded by jianhui.
made for me by jx.
with a big X, and a small Y. =]
and with nice earth beads, and nice circular knots. and uneven string lengths, and diagonally cut ends. aint it pretty.

(but my camera sux at taking pictures of small things, so sad)

@ 11:11

Lord of the Rings Online!
Level 47 Elf Hunter Vindyamiriel

song of the moment:
de Jax
孙燕姿 - 雨天
周杰伦 - 珊瑚海

林俊杰&金莎 - 被风吹过的夏天
Kitaro - Symphony of Dreams
James Blunt - You Are Beautiful
Clannad - Seachran Charn Tsiail
Céline Dion - En attendant ses pas
ASIE - Et puis la terre
陈奕迅 - 十年
Yanni - Before I Go
Céline Dion/Garou - Sous le vent Dido - White Flag
梁静茹 - 如果有一天 [歌/词]
Natalie Imbruglia - Torn

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