jeudi, mai 20, 2004
sadder
just because i'm depressed, doesn't mean that the world is different through my tinted eyes.
just because i'm sad, doesn't mean that others can't be sad too.
just because i'm happy, doesn't mean others will be happy.
just because i'm preoccupied, doesn't mean i can neglect others.
my unhappiness, doesn't make the unhappiness of others any less painful.
if i am unhappy, i cannot blame others for being unhappy too. i cannot demand others to accede to me. but yet, how shall things go. how do i seek consolation and reassurance. how do i, in reciprocation, give advice and assistance. well.
and then, what do i do, if i need help, and yet i know it will be of little use. and i refuse to/can't get out of my depression. and how do i respond. i am still sad. but it is cruel to be sad for so long. but i Am sad. and not responding is a torture to the friend. and refusing to be helped will only cause more pain. and not being consoled seems like being neglected, ignored.
and yet and yet. it is a dreadful predicament. sadder the sadder the sadder goes.
sadder
just because i'm unhappy, doesn't mean that others can't be unhappy too.
just because i'm depressed, doesn't mean that the world is different through my tinted eyes.
just because i'm sad, doesn't mean that others can't be sad too.
just because i'm happy, doesn't mean others will be happy.
just because i'm preoccupied, doesn't mean i can neglect others.
my unhappiness, doesn't make the unhappiness of others any less painful.
if i am unhappy, i cannot blame others for being unhappy too. i cannot demand others to accede to me. but yet, how shall things go. how do i seek consolation and reassurance. how do i, in reciprocation, give advice and assistance. well.
and then, what do i do, if i need help, and yet i know it will be of little use. and i refuse to/can't get out of my depression. and how do i respond. i am still sad. but it is cruel to be sad for so long. but i Am sad. and not responding is a torture to the friend. and refusing to be helped will only cause more pain. and not being consoled seems like being neglected, ignored.
and yet and yet. it is a dreadful predicament. sadder the sadder the sadder goes.
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