samedi, mai 29, 2004
Silence
i should not destroy other's good moods with my bad ones.
some time back, things happened, things changed. parts of me changed in ways that are not reversible, parts of me were lost that will probably never return. parts that were good. things changed and will never be the same again. sadly.
Silence
yesterday, parts of yesterday, there were periods of silence, of tension, of strife, of impatience, of irritation, of unhappiness. periods where life seemed really bad to me. where i so hated parts of myself. it wasn't that i did not want to be happy. it wasn't that i was unhappy. my lack of interest in the world discouraged me, frustrated me, confused me. somehow wished i was just a silly bimbo who catch on to adverts, who gets cheered up by frivolities, who remembers not that there is a day after tomorrow except for the movie, who just seems happy.
i should not destroy other's good moods with my bad ones.
some time back, things happened, things changed. parts of me changed in ways that are not reversible, parts of me were lost that will probably never return. parts that were good. things changed and will never be the same again. sadly.
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