so i've gone through practically a whole week without bothering with the Net, seems like i'm getting used to this life. is that gd or bad. sigh. a thoroughly hectic week where i've practically worked everyday. all thanks to connor being away for so much of the time, sigh. i've been so crazily occupied this week that i just went through it in a daze. spent most of the time in MO room typing away with the daily impossible to finish queues. got a little sick, couldn't quite work up my fever/flu. so it just made me sickly for a coupla days and went away. after a coupla days i was so tired/lethargic/bochap/indifferent/sian/dead. i was more content to be left alone to type. instead of trying to figure out the mayhem outside. it's so much better than having to face stupid people and do stupid work and work with stupid people and bothering. seeing patients is so much easier. it's nice to hear what's going on with each and every patient. nice to hear things from the MO. nice to type. what a crazy time BMT is. i dun suppose it'll get better for the time being. so much trouble. i want to go back to school. any school. study anything. even history, law, medicine.
and unhappy things happened this week. everywhere. and i was unhappy. but part of me couldn't care. and other people were unhappy. but i had to care. and life goes on.