samedi, août 14, 2004
run away
that day i was talking to some other people, people who i'm on chatting terms with after being around for so long. it's just the same notion everywhere. that people want to just grab almost everything that comes by and get away from the camp, if only for a while. what a mentality. doesn't help with the new BMT batch and the new group of people in charge. if the men are not motivated and do not feel a sense of belonging, everything that is done just seems so fake. it's all done just to show you. and no one means what they do. it used to be better. with all the exercises and such. at least it was practice, practice for attack, battle, war. even though it was outfield, there was a better spirit then. the disease spreads and rots away.
run away
i'm getting so sick of my camp. and my unit. wanna go away. stupid things keep happening. sian-ed. sigh. how. nvm, it'll end soon.
that day i was talking to some other people, people who i'm on chatting terms with after being around for so long. it's just the same notion everywhere. that people want to just grab almost everything that comes by and get away from the camp, if only for a while. what a mentality. doesn't help with the new BMT batch and the new group of people in charge. if the men are not motivated and do not feel a sense of belonging, everything that is done just seems so fake. it's all done just to show you. and no one means what they do. it used to be better. with all the exercises and such. at least it was practice, practice for attack, battle, war. even though it was outfield, there was a better spirit then. the disease spreads and rots away.
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