mardi, septembre 21, 2004
so tired
after you spend one entire month listening to scenarios of pple getting burnt, stabbed, cut, broken, flattened, pple getting asthma, chest pain, AMI, angina, CCF, unconscious, allergy. after like five weeks of that, you start to have the feeling that these things happen all the time, and very frequently, and it's so common. and i forget that in most pple's lifetime, they might never ever see one of these thingys. too bad it's not alright to make a mistake on this job, not alright to take your time, not alright to be slow and lousy.
if only some people realise that one can't choose the time for these things to happen, one can't predict when these people will come. and in the face of all these nonsense, how to pause, how to rest, how to go even just go for lunch. it's not good to mix occupation with emotions. which aggravates my scorn of the army way of working.
so tired
haiz. got out of camp at like practically 9pm. idiotic day of practical test. not worth knowing. last day with the SCDF trainees, sigh. military phase is gonna be so stupid, useless and boring. .headache. hafta wake up early for tmr's hospital attachment. so someone kenna burnt in the vehicle today, hm.
after you spend one entire month listening to scenarios of pple getting burnt, stabbed, cut, broken, flattened, pple getting asthma, chest pain, AMI, angina, CCF, unconscious, allergy. after like five weeks of that, you start to have the feeling that these things happen all the time, and very frequently, and it's so common. and i forget that in most pple's lifetime, they might never ever see one of these thingys. too bad it's not alright to make a mistake on this job, not alright to take your time, not alright to be slow and lousy.
if only some people realise that one can't choose the time for these things to happen, one can't predict when these people will come. and in the face of all these nonsense, how to pause, how to rest, how to go even just go for lunch. it's not good to mix occupation with emotions. which aggravates my scorn of the army way of working.
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